Friday, December 31, 2010
Goodbye 2010, Hellooooooo 2011!
I have to admit, I'm probably more excited about 2011 than most people. Given how intense and um, challenging 2010 turned out, I'm hoping that this new year will be much more positive and relaxed. I know it's a bit silly, because anyone can make a change at any given point, it doesn't just have to be January 1st. But there is something about New Year's that makes me feel the start and end of something so strongly. In our case, it is the end of Year of Perspective and Introspection.
Due to our separation this year, my husband and I have had done a lot of introspection. We took time to look inward and really examine ourselves, our behaviors, our feelings and more. We are fortunate that our actions led us to a new perspective. What we learned is that nothing is more than our marriage and our family. And it's not just the basic concepts either; we realized and understood that while two individuals make up a team, it's only when that team works together that they can win. It isn't enough to feel those things are important, you have to work to make them important. We had placed too much focus on our individual selves and goals instead of our joint ones.
As difficult as 2010 was for me, I am incredibly grateful to the Big Man Upstairs for placing this obstacle in my path. I was given a glimpse of a possible future in my life and I won't lie, I didn't like it, nor did I want it. I know too many of my own loved ones who now have to blaze that trail, and my heart aches for them. I am a stubborn and proud woman at times (ok, a lot of times), and I had to fall really hard to learn what was truly important to me. I know how blessed I am to be given a second chance, and it's one I won't take lightly again.
I look forward to the prospects and challenges that 2011 will provide for us; i hope that it too, is a challenging year, but in a different way. We have yet to really sit down and think about our resolutions for the new year, but you can bet it is something that we will be doing together!
I hope that you all have a happy and blessed new year, and that everyone is safe tonight as they celebrate the passing of the old, and the birth of the new!
Happy New Year!
The Guerra Family
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